My thoughts on "Homosexuality"

The other night my grandma and me had an argument about homosexuality. For me i dont condone it but if someone I knew came to me and said they were gay then i wouldnt see them any differently or judge them. If you had a homosexual come into a church i bet 90% of the church would think "what the heck is he doing here" "get the heck out of my church." But as for the pastor I think they have a responsibility to accept them in the church and to love and care for them. If we push these people away then we are saying that no one loves them. That is not true God loves them. They are Gods childeren just like you and me but God doesnt love the sin. It really makes me upset when people judge people and say that people that are gay dont love christ and havent excepted Jesus Christ as there Lord and Saviour. I believe when a gay walks into a church they are saying i need help and i ant to change my ways. Now that doesnt mean we swarm them and start shooting scripture at them that means that we love them and accept them. When someone comes out and says they are gay they tend to be forgotten and left in the background and not wanted. For me I will take it as my duty to help homosexuals to see God. Now dont take this blog posting as me saying I condone it because I dont but that doesnt me that I cant love the people that participate in it

"I Believe God Is Working!!"

Today when I was watching Joyce Meyers she was talking about believing in God for everything! Now that doesnt me for you to just put your feet up and let God take it all you have to do your part. When you have Debt its your responsibility to take care of that debt here on earth, which could mean spending less, not going out to eat as often, whatever it maybe. You cant just pray to God and say God take the debt away because tht would just like our parents giving us money and not earning it and learning from it, we created the debt we need to fix it, God will be there right beside us through the whole thing. Another thing that Joyce talked about was that we must forget ourselves and disown ourselves and pick up his cross and go. It takes alot of thinking of this one for alot of people because they think this sounds the worse and not fun because it also says that we are to loos sigt of ourselves and forget ourselves. But we need to remember that God is our healer he is way better than any drug we can get over the counter. we also need to remember that we can help someone else but can we help ourselves. Sometimes it is ok to put ourselves first but dontmake it a habbit. if we are broken how how can we help someone else?.

"Mondays"

Well today is Monday. Mondays for me are good for the most part. I hear all the time from kids at my school complain "oh my goodness its Monday" "sigh." Now I'm not saying I don't say that. But I don't say that every Monday. But I'm not blogging about this to complain so. Today is the day that Jennifer and Paul left to go to Ontario one year ago.

I really miss them allot! I really wish none of the crap that happened didn't happen!! some people really need to shut up! they don't know everything!!

Also today at school I had to deal with a lazy butt sitting beside me and a noisy girl who has to put her input on everything I really don't like people like that!!

I really wish that people wouldn't make up lame excuses for why they cant have the realtor come in to take pictures!!

Anyways that was my Monday and even though it sounds like I'm complaining I'm really not I'm just stating some facts.

Blessings

John

Life Calling...

Today my class went to Bow Valley College. we went around the college and im pretty sure that I know what my life calling is to be. I would like to be an interior decorator. i love matching things such as pillows and wall colors and stuff like that. After I go to Bow Valley College I feelig that I am called to become an Officer in the Salvation Army. Another reason I would like to become an interior decorator is that if anything was to happen like what happened to my friends (previouse Officers) then I will have something to fall back on if being an Officer doesn't work out then I have something to fall back on. I'm hoping that I dont have to go up against something like what they had to. But sometimes people are ignorant and controlling. I really hate people like that. Some people just really need to shut up!! But I'm going to stop talking about them because I have forgiven these people for what they did andtalking abut is bring up some anger and I dont want to be angery right now. That is what my day was like and I'm sure this is what God is calling me to do.

Blessings

John

a week in the life of the Loners

my week in the life of the Loners was awesome!! Just to live in Prince Edward County would be awesome!! There life there seems to be great calm, cool and collected. Paul works in a sign shop i got to go to work with him a couple days and one other day i stayed home with Jennifer and watched TV while she worked...that was pretty fun.. and then the Thurs night was a Youth Night at a place called "The Rock" it was pretty cool...just to give kids a place to go and hang out and talk and make new friends and do sports i think all towns and cities need something like this and it needs to be open till atleast 9p.m.. The Friday night...just before i left we went to bellville that was cool i went to eastside marios for the first time!!! it was very good and then did some shopping... the day that i was leaving was very sad i didnt want to leave this "heaven" that i was at and go back to a place were gossip and lies seemed to rule :( but i had to. but when i got back no one seemed to ask how the Loners were doing or nothing but that was the way our church was.... But Ontario was great the colors were great and the "second" family was great! :)

having a "ok" day

Today has been an "ok" day. This morning i got up and went to a new church in Calgary and it was really great! It was so much more lively and i felt free and not so burdened! I will definetly go there again! This afternoon i went for lunch at SwissChalet and it was really good...the last time i was at Swiss Chalet was with Jen and Paul ( previous officers(pastors) ) it brought back alot of memoreys! I'm starting to feel that its time for me to leave the Salvation Army For awhile. I will go back when the new officers (pastors) come just to give them a try but until then i will go to this new church.

Life has Changed forever!!!

My life has changed forever My pastors have left and now nothing feels right anymore!!! i wish they would come back! i miss them and i need someone to talk too!!! i miss and love them.... i know this is what was good for there family....i just want them back.....I love you Loner family and miss you :(